year turns yellow, lingers,
twisting the thin threads of my hair
between sticky fingers;
summer’s promise
yielding to the pressure
of ten degrees too few.
soul sickens
just a little
in the face of another winter
bitter and sterile;
blue shadows etched
over what was once white skin
and green grass.
sleep, sleep;
forget this realm
of might-have-beens
as spider-webs gather between the toes
of last season’s dream.