as bricks gather puddles
rain bleeds down white October cement
and the last of the honeysuckle and rose
give way to crowns of brittle yellows and rusts.
you ask me what is wrong
and there is no answer to why my answer
is never the right one.
coolness settles like a sigh into the city,
or like resignation, damp and flaccid.
we walk, and come up hard by the riverwall,
all stone and greying mortar against
what solace there is in storm-fed browns.
do not trouble yourself overmuch
by the bitter shade of my loneliness;
all things must flow in turn downstream
save the hawk that hunts above.